I live in DC and this year, like last, I went to the National Museum of the American Indian on the mall. I didn't intend this to be a major political statement or anything. (If I did, I might not choose NMAI; the place is good but I know some believe it's too cautious/conservative; its emphasis is on celebrating contemporary and past Native American cultures and not-so-much on memorializing a tragedy of unspeakable proportions; compare it to the Holocaust Museum also in DC). I go mostly because the cafe there (the only museum cafe to be Zagat-rated) is really good and I like their exhibits. Also on some level, knowing what we did to native peoples here, I suppose I just feel it's an appropriate place to be on a "Day of Mourning".
I was wondering though about this new ritual of mine when a friend who heard about it seemed disturbed by the idea. She suggested it might not be appropriate to be "celebrating" while being literally surrounded by the historical context. Maybe I should do my celebrating of Thanksgiving at home and focus on the contemporary meaning of the holiday: "being grateful, "counting our blessings" etc.
Maybe so. Does being in the museum bring together things that shouldn't be brought together: celebration with tragic history? Perhaps, but obviously I'm not celebrating genocide any more than you sitting at home are. If anything, being at the museum makes that history more present for me. And that counts. A lot.
We could try to distance Thanksgiving from having anything at all to do with Native Americans in order to avoid that tragic history but I think we don't gain anything by forgetting or glossing over the past, even and especially if that past is painful. Over the past five years I've written tons of stuff on this blog about taking responsibility for our actions, not just as individuals but as groups too. Owning up to our history in order to create a better future. Europeans, as a whole, committed terrible crimes against humanity when they colonized the Americas. We brought stolen people from one part of the world over to our stolen lands in another. We set in place economic, social and political systems that benefited ourselves at the expense of non-Europeans who paid dearly with their lives, their freedom and their dignity. The legacy of those actions are still with us today. The past matters.
I didn't used to think this excursion to the museum on Thanksgiving was anything more than ever-so-slightly political, but thinking about my friends' reaction to it, made me realize it really is. Going to the Native American museum on Thanksgiving Day is an act that so clearly connects two dots that we don't have want to connect: genocide and gratitude. And we realize that the holiday really is historically about something we don't want it to be about: Gratitude for genocide. Going to the Native American museum on Thanksgiving Day makes the hypocrisy and history of the holiday inescapable, which makes us uncomfortable. Like lots of things from our ancestors its meaning is deeply offensive and "in poor taste". But I think it's the holiday that's in poor taste, not my pointing it out by going to the museum.
I could be wrong, but I think there's no getting around the bloody history of the holiday. Given the scope of the crime against humanity that European Americans committed back then, maybe it's time to bury Thanksgiving at Wounded Knee, along with Dee Brown's heart and have a National Day of Mourning instead.









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